12/18/02 3:55 am... so i dont know who was up and looking outside tonight right now... but it really is an incredible sight.... crystal clear skies... couldnt believe how much of the foothill mountains u could see in the light-pollution-lit sky... almost wanted to just pull over on the side of the free way and stare... althouhg right now from my chair i can see an almost full moon framed by my blinds... would be crystal clear but i got my finger smudge marks all over it hahaha... mind was on overdrive thinking tonight... main focus is how the worst thing about getting older is that death becomes a bigger part of your life... had my mind blown today after hearing about the passing of a late co-worker... she is just like 3 years older than me!!!... fucking a... that's just impossible to even think about... ending things soo freakign soon... i got soo much i need to do before i'm ready for that... dunno how it's gonna be at work... i think i'll be covering for her students... but i'm not supposed to say why i am... or actually just why she's gone... jeebus... but i was able to get my mind off of all this for a solid three hours + tonight... saw the two towers... i thoguht it was awesome... i mean i stayed completely wired adn awake after almost falling asleep around 8:30 tonight... and was soo pumped formthe movie, ride home was a breeze :)... no po-po in sight :-p... hmmm past 4 now... me should sleepies :-p... oil change for sure in the morning (i hope)... finish decorating the tree... i think there's some term for it... maybe frocking or somethign like that? i dunno it's late... 99
12/14/02 12:00 pm... damn i'm sooo freakign tired... for some reason instead of sleeping i decided to fold clothes and clean my windows registry til like 4:30... and then no sleep til 5:30... i have a theory... but it's never happened b4 so i dunno... newayz.. i'm impressed... my folded clothes make the room look much cleaner... newayz.. thursday night was hilarity... hee hee ended up in irvine after work just in time to see the aftermath of a friend's 21st bday... she was the definition of "faded" :-p... still drunk after throwing it up hahha... BUT the other cool thing about hte night was coincidences in meeting up wiht random people i love that... then came friday... a day which i'll probalby remember for ATLEAST week or so :-p... started off doign nothing... then star trek movie (yes yes i know i'm still a nerd at heart :-p)... then work... and then... super randomness again... ticket to thte LAKER GAME... heehee although they lost it's still really fun goign to the game and i lreally like how the staples center & LA convention area looks/set up... it's dope... PLUS i got really cool parkign for 10 bux hahahahah... so on my way home after the game... i started thinkign about how wal mart is opne 24 hours.. and hten i started thinking about how i have this 300 dollars in my wallet... and then... well i came home with my very own PS2 & FFX :-p... AND the new chili peppers album (which is incredible by the way)... but seriously... ffX... holy crap... :-p... newayz today's agenda is ironing the clothes i havent folded... i wish sometiems i was in india.. .it's dope cuz they wash and iron and fold your clothes for real cheap hahahahahah... oh yes oil change todya as well.. and i suppose i hsould shop for christmas presents, but that's probably what next weekend is for :-p... well enjoy the weekend all...
12/14/02 2:09 am... GOD FUCKING DAMN MY STUPID COMPUTER SOMETIMES... what i wrote for the last 20 min is GONE!!! FUCK... ahh well i'm too tired now... shall recap the big events later hahah :-p... g'night....
12/12/02 11:39 am... wow a whole hour and a half... and i pretty much just succeeded in FINDING all the clothes i need to wash... u know it used to be that i had just this one computer to waste time with, but now i've got my parents as well... actually i just am burning things constantly :-p... i figure it will be a very sad day the day my hard drives crash so i should get on top of making copies of stuff :-p... another thing that i realized is that one day i need to go through and organize my mp3z as well... maybe that will be winter break project lol...
12/12/02 9:56 am... yes it's been awhile... mainly do to my sheer laziness and obsession with downloading stuff to watch while wasting time with flash games :-p... anywayz the sheer amount of stuff i have to do today b4 work is ridiculous... and most likely will be postponed til the weekend haha... especially since at the moment i have no want to leave the confines of this blanket... if only someone would bring me food up... i'd be set... haha... so i think i'm gonna rename this section... jumbalaya is something that is delicious... but it may be time for a change... just gotta find a word that i like as much haha... lessee this past week was normal i guess... highlight perhaps fri night at an all you can drink bar for a birthday... lowlight of the week how my stomach felt the next morning :-p... it's funny each morning after like that i always think... never again will i drink that much... but who am i kidding haha... tonight should be fun though... bday for kristl AND most people are done with finals :)... so for the first time in 5 years i will only have a 2 week holiday :( sadness... i feel sorry for those poor regular workign stiffs... i think my sister only gets 2 days off haha... ahh i never want to join the real world... newayz it is now 10... much work to do... but i'll most likely be back to waste more time to avoid doing it... anyone got anything good i can read? kinda ran outta stuff at the moment haha...
12/4/02 11:58 pm... jeebus 80 minutes today on the phone for one conversation... i think it may have been a new world's record for me tonight... dammit i actually planned on writing a lot tonight, but am now in a weird mood and i think i just wanna sleep... so may go at that... one thing though, ever think about "cleaning house" amongst friends/aquaintances? i mean lately i've been feeling like just asking, "should i even bother anymore" just to make my life easier.... but then again having a reason to ask that question may be an answer in itself...
12/3/02 10:22 am... wow...it's been awhile... i think i devoted much time to reading... soo many words in my head couldnt find the ones i wanted to put down myself... so i'm thinking about redoing some stuff on here.... we shall see...
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